January 2011
“There is more to sex appeal than just measurements. I don’t need a bedroom to...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via vanishedd)
December 2010
Dear 2010,
January: Thank you for letting me get back with my boyfriend and giving me a second chance in life to make things better.
February: Valentines day was awesome and Me N Eds heart shaped pizza was yummy. My sister was with me also and babi tried hitting on her but she blew him off lol.
March: Thank you for all my friends and new friends I made.
April: Moving in with joanna was the best thing i...
“I wish I knew what you wanted. But you don’t even know what you want.”
A fool?
Whoever is really posting anonymous messages on my Tumblr, own up to your fucking post, stop being a pussy. I’m fucking sure your a “friend” or just knows shit. Maybe then I can know the damn “truth” that you know.
Looking back and reading word by word you’d say we had it all. The best. Picture perfect. You’d wake up every morning thinking about how amazing everything and perfect life it has become because you’ve been broken for so long. You finally began to believe that true love does exist. You’d sneak out almost every night to feel his touch and hear his voice and wake up to the...
Moments
Of sadness and madness.
Happiness and joyfulness.
Hopeless and fear.
This is where I regret giving you up.
Because no one could ever feel what I do.
Looking forward to you would erase everything.
Making the most important people in my life nothing.
Feels like he left like I said he would.
With or without you his actions would repeat themselves over again.
He fakes everything is okay and...
“And I forget..it’s empty.”
“Forgive me. I’m truly sorry. I’ll still hold you at night..in my...”
“And I love you.”
One regret shared.
No mistake, just a surprise I wasn’t ready for. I am sure you’d be beautiful. If you can feel what feel, when I hold you through the night, and understood my thoughts, you’d understand how sorry I am. I doubted myself, you took action by making me see how life would be. Dreaming the beautifulest things we can have and just knowing you’d look and be everything I ever wanted...
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Dream a light.
I open my eyes and I find myself in a dark room. I rub my eyes and look at a distant, I see a light flickering. I feel so cold, I look down and find myself in a gown. I begin to walk towards the light but it was like a never ending walk. So I stop, close my eyes tightly, open them and see myself surrounded by broken and burnt out light bulbs. I look down at my feet, they are covered in blood. I...
REBLOGGING-Am I really controlling?
Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (utter weakness)
No toleration
Invade (kill me)
Enraged (admit it)
Don’t condescend (don’t even disagree)
Desire(decay)
Dissapoint(delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me
Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide - either live with me
Or give up - any...
This happy mask.
From now on.
Behind this mask of mine.
Not saying my emotion.
Not showing you the pain.
Now showing you what I hear.
Not showing you what I see.
Not showing what I think.
Not showing anything.
Just a mask with a smile.
Not planning on taking it off.
Afraid of letting people see who I really became.
You know who I am.
Just a lost lady not knowing anything.
“Probably would be in this position if I chose the other option. I feel like a...”
WatchThis part always reminds me of you and I. Haha makes me smile
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes,...
